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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Considering 4 a better future?

These few days, I haf been trying v hard 2 endure this painful training at work. Or I shld say always been doing tat ever since I haf stepped into this area of scope. I m beginning 2 feel tat I m v quiet, lesser involvement in their stuffs. Partly bcos I m tired of all the nonsense tat haf been put on me by her (A..). do u knw tat she is not a v fair supervisor? she takes along all her favourite staffs under her wings, showered them wif care & concern til we feel like vomitting? thinking abt tat, I also wanna take a pail right in front 2 vomit out wat I haf eaten....disgusting til the max.

Nv in my whole life, I haf seen such a scene but then now I haf experienced for abt 2yrs+. But this doesnt affect me tat much, cos I dun bothered how she treated others, as long as she dun come 2 target me like a dart! Coming 2 think abt it, sometimes I pity her. Y she dun knw tat most ppl r trying 2 put on a mask juz 2 appease her? How pitiful & pathetic 2 think abt it, cos a woman at her age shld be enjoying life, gaining respect fr others but...haa....I cant imagine if she gets 2 knw the truth, how will she feels? I will definately wun show any pity 2wards her, y? Bcos she dun appreciate gd workers but liked those lousy 1. Oh..I m not saying I m the gd ones, cos I m not so thicked skinned yet.

The no. of accused events done by her, I will nv 4get 4 my whole life, even if she changed 2 a new leaf. The reason being the sufferings I haf 2 endure is much far than ppl can expected I haf gone thro. I always believed a old saying "Jiang shan yi gai, beng xing nan yi" meaning a leopard will nv changed its spots. Its already 2 late 2 do anything now, too late...Y must ppl do things 2 hurt another person juz like tat, accuse of doing something tat person haf not even done at all? does pushing all the blame 2 some1 else can saved yr faourite pet away fr all those scoldings, supposed 2 be meant 4 her? will she ever learn wats right & wrong fr siding her? will she ever wake up fr her mistakes if happened, I m not ard 2 shield her? only GOD knws who is innocent, I always trust....