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大家好，好久不见咯!!!过了那么久，总算我有时间开始动笔了。其实还蛮想念这种感觉的，聊聊自己的事，介绍新的产品给大家。首先，我在网站看到一个吸引我的东西，美容产品哦。哎呀，是谁不会想让自己变得更漂亮呢?我相信没人会说我已经很美了吧。

女人嘛，天生就爱美啊，不是吗。。。更何况有一种产品能把你脸上，不美的一面拿走，谁不要啊?我个人试用了Latoja的产品，排毒针和婴儿针。效果还不错，当然一分钱一分货啦。如果你能看看我这几天会发的视频和照片，自然你会明白我为什么会爱上它。可以说是情有独钟~~~ 有问题可以扫描这QR code 或wechat id找我，但一定要署名从blogspot看了，对产品有兴趣哦，不然我是不会回复的。谢谢

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Considering 4 a better future?

These few days, I haf been trying v hard 2 endure this painful training at work. Or I shld say always been doing tat ever since I haf stepped into this area of scope. I m beginning 2 feel tat I m v quiet, lesser involvement in their stuffs. Partly bcos I m tired of all the nonsense tat haf been put on me by her (A..). do u knw tat she is not a v fair supervisor? she takes along all her favourite staffs under her wings, showered them wif care & concern til we feel like vomitting? thinking abt tat, I also wanna take a pail right in front 2 vomit out wat I haf eaten....disgusting til the max.

Nv in my whole life, I haf seen such a scene but then now I haf experienced for abt 2yrs+. But this doesnt affect me tat much, cos I dun bothered how she treated others, as long as she dun come 2 target me like a dart! Coming 2 think abt it, sometimes I pity her. Y she dun knw tat most ppl r trying 2 put on a mask juz 2 appease her? How pitiful & pathetic 2 think abt it, cos a woman at her age shld be enjoying life, gaining respect fr others but...haa....I cant imagine if she gets 2 knw the truth, how will she feels? I will definately wun show any pity 2wards her, y? Bcos she dun appreciate gd workers but liked those lousy 1. Oh..I m not saying I m the gd ones, cos I m not so thicked skinned yet.

The no. of accused events done by her, I will nv 4get 4 my whole life, even if she changed 2 a new leaf. The reason being the sufferings I haf 2 endure is much far than ppl can expected I haf gone thro. I always believed a old saying "Jiang shan yi gai, beng xing nan yi" meaning a leopard will nv changed its spots. Its already 2 late 2 do anything now, too late...Y must ppl do things 2 hurt another person juz like tat, accuse of doing something tat person haf not even done at all? does pushing all the blame 2 some1 else can saved yr faourite pet away fr all those scoldings, supposed 2 be meant 4 her? will she ever learn wats right & wrong fr siding her? will she ever wake up fr her mistakes if happened, I m not ard 2 shield her? only GOD knws who is innocent, I always trust....

I am back...

Well, I m back....But I dunno how long will I be staying here, blogging ha... A lot of things happened to my family, I lost my loved one, my dad. Whenever I think abt it, I m v v sad :( There are still many many things I have not said to him, and he have not tell me. The pain will always remain in me, although I may seemed to be ok. Somethings cannot be forgotten esp . the lost of significant one. I tot the most painful experience I have was to lost him, Terence. But I am totally wrong, bcos blood is definately thicker than water. This is the 2nd time, I feel so hurt.

At work although there are many things happened, but its still considered as external. I m determined to leave my work place asap, I nd a change of environment. Friends at work played a major part in making me feel difficult to leave. But ppl will changed & time wun not stop juz for u. I understood the meaning after I am deeply hurt by him. Putting up a mask at work, is not me & I will be not doing it in future as well. Therefore I chose to leave. But before I can leave, I nd to source out other options. I dun intend to leave aimlessly, its a waste of time.

I realized tat some ppl cant be trusted & rely on. Most ppl r juz trying to protect themselves from getting hurt as well, who will think abt others being hurt in the end. Ppl who gave their promises without fulfilling them are juz as bad. Like an adult who promise their kids on bringing them to the zoo on wkend, but nv did tat as they were too busy. How disappointing will tat be & how much hurt haf they caused in the little kids' heart??I bet they dunno & nv will expect the outcome. I haf some frens whom will promise to take care of me, but nv did they do tat. In fact, some even hurt me in the end emotionally.



PS ....I wish one day, my saviour will come & get me out of this mess. Give me wat I nd & want to haf, the peace of mind.

Work non-stop

Work,work,work...Sigh,even since I m being enlisted 2 help out in tat research,I find tat I've really no time 4 other things.Got 2 do this & tat,went up 2 take consent,talk 2 ppl & relatives.Ha...Tats wat I dislike abt the normal routine work or PR, I shld say & now I'm asked 2 do tat.Sometimes as a human,we dun haf a choice,dun u agree?

3mths period is considered as long or short?For most ppl,maybe its short but 2 me seems like quite long period cos I'm not doing wat I liked 2.Feeling extremely sick of my job scope,wanna change a new environment.Ya,I will & must change a better one 4 the sake of my health & mind.Those frens whom I enjoyed 2 be wif are all so busy or far away,so diff 2 contact.The past life of happiness seems 2 fade away as yrs passed by,when each & every one of them left the organization.They bought wif them their laughter,smiles & joys.

ppl come & go like wind,leaving their footprints on the paths we took as well.So when we take the same paths,we will feel their presence.Whether its 4 good or bad,these will be part of our memories.I hope & wish tat mine will be v good.I hope 2 c the person whom I missed & longed 4.When the day we met,I wish tat ...will be diff.A brand new start & feel.I need 2 feel belonged,loved & my presence.

你相信命运吗？

很久以前有人曾经告诉我，姻缘是天注定的。而缘分这东西是很奇妙的，不管你是否有把握机会，它也不会为任何人而停留。有的人一辈子都得不到这种感觉，那种你了解我而我也一样。很可惜缘分是会用尽的，到了一定的尺度，它就会消失。为什么会这样呢，其实我也搞不清楚，因为我也是受害者。相信大家也有同感吧！

曾听别人说过，你们兜兜转转始终还在一起，真是走了冤枉路啊。可是为什么会突然分手，说者无意但听者有心。一句问候却变成了一种讽刺，好刺耳啊。分手的时候什么荒唐的理由都会说出口，不管是不是会让对方伤心也再所不惜。很可悲吧，这种人我看多了，而往往你最相信的人，就是那个伤你最深的人。想想看，如果别人对你这样你会好过吗？相信会很痛，而可能也会恨他/她。但恨他们又有什么用，变质的感情是无法挽回的。恨一个人只会让他们觉得很被重视，你离不开他们的影子，分手是做对了。那道伤疤永远都会提醒自己犯的错误决定，而很不可能会完全痊愈。我爱你，三个字是如此的动听，但背后的含义谁又会懂？？？

Really torturing me

2day is my last nite, talking abt last nite I had a bad bad experience in doing this transplant case. Upon coming 2 work, I already knew tat there is going 2 be this case going on, but not so sure of the timing. So when I reach the OT, as fast as I could I went in straight 2 my OT 2 see how is the situation like. Of course its stated that 12 midnight will start the case & we will haf 2 prepare the recipient side. Anyway, the docs there I already can predict who will come over. But wat I cant predict is wat they will use during the operation. SOmemore this kindda case very long ago nv done liao.

From the start til the end I finish the whole operation, of course in btw got many stupid probs occured & I felt so damn irritated. Sigh...How I wish tat most OP can haf their standard sutures & usage, then wun haf any mistakes or misunderstanding. I dun understand y must docs always open their big fat mouth 2 shout @ ppl, while they dunno how 2 vent out their anxiety thro other ways. I rather get scolding from MR Agas then let those ppl bully me, from left right center. The harsh words tat was being said made me feel like saying them back, 'so & so is taking over me now, thank you 4 letting me haf 2 chance 2 TORTURE u guys. Come on la, its who torture who lst. Wat craps u can cooked up I dun care ah, cos after my bond I WILL LEAVE this irritating place. I simply hate cardio nowadays, cant control my feelings. It had been lasted 4 abt few wks. Hmm...guess I really nd 2 break & its a CLEAN break from work. I hate those stupid docs. If u guys knw wat u wan, Juz ask 4 tat thing la dun nd 2 shout 'purse string x n' so many times.

I really dunno wat u r going cos nv follow the sequence so how 2 predict u tell me?????If I can, means I can be NC lo. Dun always blame ppl 4 yr own mistakes! It only makes yrself sounds silly, I hate those sarcastic freaks. Wat the hell is this world coming 2 now? Anyway, I m so tired til I nd 2 go & bath then go 2 bed. Wish my last nite is GD GD GD....