Life has been so busy

Ever since the starting of this yr 2006, life has been quite difficult for me 2 go thro. But nevertheless I'm glad tat some ppl r there 4 me always supporting n showing concern, no matter wat situation I'm in. Those empty promises & commitment, time really can tell how a person will react. Being able 2 knw the truth earlier maybe it is better off than wasting my youth, 2 wait 4 so long & end up with nothing. i juz wish & hope tat things will get better each day & I'll be happier. Bad dreams & nitemare, pls leave me alone!!!!

Talking abt work, it doesnt seems much different ever since I came back from my studies. Planning 2 further my studies on degree, has 2 put on hold juz 2 get myself adapt 2 the new environment I'm put into. I have 2 say I already tried my best & I cant possible go ard 2 please every1, thinking abt each n every1' feelings. The minimum I can do is 2 treat everybody equal, do my work well. For others as in talk more, smile more etc its all abt timing & personality. I dun usually talk 2 any1 under the sun unless I'm familiar & feels comfortable 2 do so. Those who knw me, will understand wat kind of person I'm, I dun have 2 explain 2 much. I'm quite a low profile person, so pls dun try 2 create probs & put them on me, esp craps, nonsense which r totally nt true.

Hmm...Lately, I've been going 4 movies & find tat some r quite nice. 'V for Vendetta' - a bit of government politics, with a strong sense of righteous but the English used is kidda diff 2 understand. Maybe nd 2 watch a few times 2 knw wat u have really missed out on, but wat I liked most is the masked man (so stylish & manly,haa...) 'Nanny McPhee' - a show for entertainment & fantasy, there r some funny parts which the kids will probably like it more (fairy tales)

'The hills have eyes' - oh my god, u can nv imagine how gruesome & disgusting the scenes can be. B4 I went 2 watch it, preview is like kidda horror then as I watched on, oh its so diff. Ha...the whole show I've been saying 'Huh', 'Ekk', 'How come like tat'.....As for my fren, she used her hands 2 cover her face when expecting a 'ugly' scene, is going 2 appear in front of us. Probably if I'm nt a OT nurse, then I'll be more frightful as there r open body, cannibals eating humans all the times. Simply yurks...so disgusting!!! 'Final destination 3' - Although I've nv watched b4 the other 2 episodes, but can imagine abt the outcome. Anyway, it is juz like diff kinds of dying methods 2 spice u up, which some methods r bit unique la.

'Big mama's hse 2' - Again I've nv watched b4 the lst part, but it seems tat its quite funny esp the lead actor is in 'her' swimming costume running abt in the beach (Ha..tat is so funny) 'Date movie' - Hmm...Wat I can say is this movie is definately much nicer than the previous 1 I've mentioned (Big MM's hse 2). Maybe it consists of diff movies' scenes (only the impt & funniest parts), but some situations r nt possible. Tats y as a spectators, we have 2 be more imaginative & think out of content, out of ordinary.

Ok la, it is time 4 me 2 go 2 bed liao. Juz after my pm shift & 2moro is morg so better slp faster n slp tight. Maybe the next blog will be published after my chalet hee...which is coming soon & I'm expecting it 2 be FUN. Sure I'll put in more pics 4 my frens 2 enjoy reading & seeing haa...Nite everybody,miss u ppl.ZZZzzzzz......

遗憾

今天我收到一个坏消息，我们的好帮手,MK,他过世了。上个星期六，听到他入院的讯息。然后今天早上就死了，真吓坏我了。正在忙着Scrub-up prepare AAA的时候，没想到竟会听到这讯息，我马上顿时停了快的步伐，迟疑了一会儿。怎么会是这样的，他可是一个好人。他做事总是任劳任怨，静静地做着他份内的事，从不讨价还价，你们说这种人要到哪里找？？？

很可惜他离我们而去，我们会想念他的。很遗憾我没有见到他最后一面，他就走了。在工作上，他是我们的好帮手，就算我已离开了GS但我还是尊敬他。还记得每当他看到我时，总会笑着说：‘SN Kang’。我也很高兴的回应一声；‘嗨’。伤心总是难免的，因为重视他，所以才会觉得难过。往往人就是要等到失去了，才会懂得珍惜(I really appreciated what he have done 4 our dept, but dunno abt the rest).是不是要到达无可就药的地步，才能深深的体会他人的重要性？为何要如此的折磨对方呢，我真的不明白。

此时此刻我要感谢所有，在我心上留下一些地位和阴影的人。PJ，Mao Mao的主人，我依然很在乎你，很希望你会明白我想要表达的意思

(如果你读到，请告诉我你的感觉)

。AAS(Pt Bf)，多么感谢你一直以来，对我的爱护和关心，帮我度过我最难过的时光。还有很多人都照顾我，但没办法一一的写出来。那些重伤和害我的人，也要谢谢你们，让我更勇敢的面对问题，走出黑夜找到曙光。

Does everything happens for a reason?

Lately, a lot of things happened but not as bad as before.Things are slowly beginning 2 settled down & moved 2 wat it shld be, or I shld say mostly it is back in place.Working life tend 2 be more stressful & demanding, especially I have got a title which carry some weight.Those who knw me shall knw wat I'm talking abt. Anyway, I'm trying my very best 2 perform & meet 2 their standards of expectation, but wat I can say is 'Please be more realistic'.

There r always some gp of ppl, who will try 2 attack u even though u r nt ambitious. They r trying so hard 2 create an impression tat they r great & others r nt, which I dun even wanna get bothered abt such issues. But they r nt satisfied, therefore trying 2 disrupt my peaceful environment & putting me in a diff situation. I dun deny tat there r still some kind souls ard, helping me when I'm in need. For the kind little acts of them, I'm very appreciated.

2day when I' m on my way 2 work, walking 2ward NEL, my necklace suddenly dropped. My favourite crystal pendant was lost, it was of a very sentimental value 2 me. My dad bought 4 me & I chose this pendant myself,sighh..I'm so sad. I asked the NEL personnel 2 help but to no avail. Anyway, I knew right deep in my heart tat no matter where it went 2, I'll still treasure n missed it. Even if I can find back the same item, it will nv be the same.