<感情是脆弱的>

周杰伦-枫

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影 我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景 总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念 我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边 北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念 为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手 过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过 在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃 想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地 深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

At this point of time,how I feel is similar to this song.Sometimes no matter how much u wanna treasure a relationship,it still haf to depend on the other party to commit.If one cant commit,no matter how hard u try to salvage,it will still go down to the drain.Problems comes must resolve fast,dun try to escape or hide til it surface up again & caused a strain between both parties.

During break-up,must it always be so hurtful to the extent of hurting one's feelings & make u feel so small tat u haf no choice at all?Does tat serve any purpose,wat does it tells on the speaker?Relationship is too hard for me to figure out,lots of ups & downs tat can affect your thinking.The scar caused & hurt is too deep tat i sink to the bottom of my shield.Or shld i say all along i nv close my shield,tats y easily get hurt n tolerate til bruise.Maybe this is a kind of self-pity as wat my fren says,or even a way to buffer myself
自欺欺人,so tat i can feel better???High possibility.

But it can only last for quite some time,i cant be hiding in this comfort zone for too long.Too used to get hurt is already a pathetic & sad thing liao,yet y i still nd to hurt myself by doing so.i dunno...maybe someone out there can give me some gd ideas,guidance or even share experiences to overcome such stuffs.Maybe god arrange this test to challenge or give me courage to overcome myself & grow up strong.Lets hope for the best & wish tat i can succeed to forget him.Relationship is weak & cant withstand temptations or obstacles.