Shall I forgive someone who has hurt & betray my trust?

These days I have nv been really happy before, or I shld say since this yr 2006 I m trying my best 2 make myself happy. But at the end of the day, I still feel tat I m trying so hard to psycho myself in thinking tat I m really happy. Haf u tried before hanging out til quite late in search of relaxing yrself, in a way which u think tat u can be relieve of yr probs? For tat moment, it may seems tat those so called probs left me, but eventually it is juz being suppress by my mind.

Actually, I always tot tat being gd 2 ppl is a nice thing 2 so, but I m wrong. Totally wrong & the other party may even take u for granted, taking advantage of yr situation or even make use of yr little naive thinking. So end of the day, it seems tat I m a fool or sort of stupid 2 trust such a person. Being frens for more than 8yrs, I always tot tat we r gd frens & can trust u 2 be decent. Nv did I tot tat u betray tat trust & do something tat u shld nt haf done, but yet did it & pretend nothing haf happened before. So wat other feelings can I haf for someone whom I tot can be trusted, yet in the end hurt me so bad. U really make me feel tat I m juz a 'toy' or someone whom u can called upon when u r in troubles.

So far til 2day, I nv really fully trust u 100% but at least haf gave u tat benefit of doubt. Haa..I m really extremely disappointed at the things u did & still dare 2 ask me 2 pretend nothing haf happened, be gd frens as before. Hmmm...its a NO-NO to me. I believe tat somethings can be 4given but some issues cant & wat u did is cant be 4given, unless god can tell me y & how I can let it go. U shld be in a clear mind & knw wat u said & did, must anyone tell u wats wrong & wats right? I really dunno how 2 face u again when we met up next time round, must I treat u hostile or pretend nothing happened as u haf said>>>I really dunno & can I ever 4give u?

From tat day I received yr sms, I already predicted before tat wat is going 2 happen. In fact, I wanted very much 2 reply & tell u how I feel, but my heart stopped me. Really dun wish 2 drag this issue 2 my future advancement. No reply 2 u is the best response I can give it 2 u, if happen u haf some conscience u will knw wat 2 do next. But I doubt so...